Welcome Back, Sir

October 10th, 2013

This afternoon Sir John came by.  I greeted him at the door with a kiss and an embrace.  I missed him a lot, I missed that submissive feeling that rises in my body when I see him.  Upstairs we kissed longer, I fell deeper.  He tied my hands behind my back, blindfolded me, and deeply kissed me, he forced me to my knees and had me suck and lick his balls.  He moved to the chair and released me from my blindfold and bindings, I held him, deepening his domination of me.

I was ordered to clear off the bed, and was then stripped of my clothes, my wrists were then tied to my ankles, and I found myself face down on the bed.  My ass was rimmed, it felt wonderful!  My hole was then slathered with lubricant, it was time.  Sliding on a condom, he entered me, sliding deep inside me hole.  It's felt like ages since I was fucked, and it felt wonderful to have a strong man fuck me again!  I lasted as long as my knees would allow, I was then turned onto my side and fucked sideways.  That felt great, spooning sex!  His tall body behind me, embracing me as he thrust into me!  I was then flipped on my back, and was gifted the privilege of looking into the eyes of the man slamming my hole, kissing me as he screwed me.

I was untied then put on my stomach, my hands tied behind my back, gagged twice because I'm a noisy bottom, my legs restrained to the mattress straps, he ravaged and pounded my aching boy hole.  He finally decided he had enough and pulled out, he jerked his massive dick and came in a warm creamy spray on my back.  Freed from my bindings, I held him close, and we talked in the afterglow.  When I started stroking my meat, he started telling me of all the dirty things he wanted to do to me, including collaring me for a whole weekend and team-fucking me with one or more doms!  I shot a great load from that one, and I do enjoy the idea of being passed from one top to the next, all guys I know so the sex is safe and meaningful.

I missed you, Daddy! I love being your fucktoy!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Folsom Weekend 2013: Day 3

September 29th, 2013

I woke up and dressed in my leather gear, headed downstairs with the pack, Brue, Wolf, and Cockpit and had a very pleasant breakfast.  Walked out of the hotel with two pups in puppy hoods and on leash, those that stared did, and those that didn't smiled and knew exactly what was going on.  People's reactions are a source of great entertainment.

Our group broke in half, Wolf and Brue to Mr. S and Cockpit and myself to the festival.  Cockpit and I hurried to the SF K-9 Unit booth to make the annual noon howl, and then I hurried over to the main stage to be announced with the other current titleholders.  I was the first one to arrive, and gradually the others made it.  I met up with Jason Williams from IML, and made new friends including a deliciously cute Tennessee titleholder, Boy River.  His accent, his adorable face, his petite frame, I couldn't get enough of him!  I just had to kiss him and man did he taste sweet!

After our stage time I took Boy River, a pup and a rubber titleholder over to the K9 Unit booth to introduce them to the puppies and Cockpit, but unfortunately he was out on walkies with Brue.  The titleholders wandered off after a while and I waited for Cockpit to return, until Hunter from the other night came up and offered me a drink.  I had already waited a while for Cockpit and I was sure he was busy so I went with Hunter who generously bought me a margarita, introduced me to his hot friends, and we headed over to Stomper's Boots where I sat down and built a pair of custom boots with one of the clerks there.

It turns out it was around $900.00 for the pair I built, definitely an investment for a pair of custom boots.  I headed into the back yard for the boot party where I met up with Steve Ganzell, Luna, Hank, and Robert, and I finally was able to meet the drop-dead handsome and gentlemanly Chazz Leatherman.  I had talked to him at length over Facebook, and drooled over his pictures. Meeting him in person, well it was hard not to hump his leg right then and there.  Dark hair, dark eyes, scruff, a gentlemanly attitude and personality, heavy into leather and he wears it insanely well, he's my kind of guy.  A living fantasy boyfriend, the only thing that would put me over the edge is if he rode up on a motorcycle, told me to get on, and then say we're headed to Best Buy to pick up some new video game titles.

Cockpit then made his appearance, the two got to talking, and we headed out back to the hotel.  I was still tipsy from the one margarita, on an empty stomach since breakfast even the weakest margarita will make me a drunken fool.  After a much needed shower, and dinner at Tokyo Express, Cockpit Wolf and I met up with an old friend of Cockpit's at Denny's.  The two seemed to really be hitting it off and enjoying each other, so I took Wolf's lead and let them be on their own.

After packing to run to the airport in the morning, and a pleasant bath, I started getting ready for bed.  I was wondering if I'd have the chance to see Pup Alex one more time.  His sweet face, his beautiful body, the pup was on my fantasy list, and my imagination is a very big place.  Then as I was writing my diary entry, he walked in, and I wouldn't allow him to sleep anywhere else but in my arms.

Thank you, Cockpit, for yet another wonderful trip!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Folsom Weekend 2013: Day 2

September 28th, 2013

This morning the universe smiled and I ended up in bed with Pup Alex. Score!  I was thrilled, I held is slim, toned body close to me, a fantasy in the making.  Cuddling him close, loving on him, this beautiful 19-year-old, training to be a Marine, I wanted nothing other than to make him feel incredible.  With Brue leaving early for work, and Cockpit headed out to see an aviation show at the San Francisco airport, I was left all alone to my own devices with the succulent, young pup.

However, I wasn't sure if he was collared to someone else, so again, I had to keep the wolf behind the screen door.  It was almost painful, the amount of desire I have for this pup, I wanted to ravage and tear into him, doing beautifully horrible things to his body.  We eventually woke up together, and fooled around a bit. Slipping off his tight fitting underwear, I discovered a delicious looking cock, playing with it urged some sexy noises from this pup.

Eventually I unhooded him, we showered, and met Handler Matthew and his puppy Squeak.  Matthew is a gorgeous muscled hunk and Squeak is just absolutely adorable.  Matthew took us to Mr. S where we browsed and I looked at the collection of floggers and other fun toys for my wish list.  We saw Steven, and said a very horny hello.  He's a very handsome man, who possesses a very dominant presence with a deep voice that can suck the willpower right out of your legs!  Pup Alex bought his very first leather pup hood, and he looks amazing in it!  From there we headed to Wicked Grounds for a rambunctious puppy meet-n-drink/munch, from there we added Pup Gadget and Nate to the group and headed to the Castro, where we met up with Daddy Jeff.

Our group wandered through the Castro where we eventually came to Worn Out West 2nd Generation, a sequel store to Worn Out West, a consignment kink gear store, and I found a very pleasing studded leather harness that was mine the moment I tried it on.  At $68.00 which was knocked down to $65.00 because of a nice little coupon I gathered from getting tested at an HIV testing van. This harness is mine now.

From there we returned to the hotel and Pup Alex and I accompanied Matthew and Pup Squeek to Cat's Head BBQ, a great place, very down to earth, where they shout your name to pick up your food served in a basket, and you know they're taking it seriously when they serve sweet tea in a mason jar.  After dinner we headed back to the hotel and joined Matthew and Pup Squeak in their room.  While Pup Alex got molested by Matthew, Pup Squeak bound me up and played with my meat on the bed.

After we were finished, it was Pup Squeak's turn, thrown in a straitjacket, hooded, and bound, we manhandled him for a good while.  After our scene Pup Alex and I got back to our room, but then told me he was going to sleep with Matthew and Squeak's room.  Damn! I reluctantly saw him out, and then tried to crawl into bed with Cockpit, I say tried because I accidentally startled him so badly he literally fell out of the damn thing.

Not the ending I had in mind for this day...

Play Safe Dear Reader.

Folsom Weekend 2013: Day 1

September 27th, 2013

This afternoon I left work and hopped into the car with Cockpit and we made our way to the airport, one enjoyable flight later and we were on the BART with a Polish man who was in town the same time as the event.  He was confused as to why people were asking him if he was going to "the event", and he had answered he was, but he had meant his conference.  He was confused up until Cockpit explained to him what "the event" was.  His reaction was very amusing.

Once at the hotel we enjoyed dinner at Tokyo Express, went up to the room, and soon after were introduced to the young man who would be staying with us, the incredibly adorable Pup Alex.  This slim, beautiful young man with smooth skin, and a body I would almost ceremoniously romance and then tear apart with savage lust was going to be staying in our room, and in my bed the whole weekend.  Special thanks goes to Wolf who invited him out from Oregon for Folsom.  Good puppy!

I then dressed and went out to join Wolf and Spike for a night at the new San Francisco Eagle.  Spike had seriously buffed up since I saw him last, and is still as hilariously witty, sassy, and irresistibly handsome as ever before.  The idea of him wrapping his huge, muscled arms around me makes me melt, and even giddy.  He really has to pry me off with a crowbar when I attach myself to his leg.

The SF Eagle's simple exterior hid a very roomy bar inside, slammed with hot men in gear and close to nude, as well as an incredibly spacious back yard with several tents put up, all slammed with leathermen!  I found Tyler and Neil, the erotic hypnotists, and finally met up with a Daddy, whom I'll refer to as Hunter Green.  We had some great conversation really getting to know each other, he brings out my boy side very well and I enjoyed it a lot. He has a very caring and protective air.

Sadly the night had only just started when I was told it was time to go, it seemed we were only there for an hour or so when I had to leave.  I was dropped off at the room and on my way up I checked my texts, Brue told me that I would be sleeping in his bed tonight.  "Not a chance!" I thought, "I have the beautiful pup Alex to romance all night! He's in my bed, lest we forget!" However, once I entered and eventually found that Cockpit had cuddled up with pup Alex in their hoods and fast asleep, it was so adorable and I understood what the message meant.  I couldn't bear the thought of separating them.  I crawled into bed with Brue and the first night of Folsom weekend came to a close.

Play Safe Dear Reader.

My First Mudding

September 17th, 2013

This afternoon, Bind and I went over to Sir Donny's home to finally fulfill my mud play craving!  For the longest time I have been turned on by videos, stories, pictures and fantasies of men sinking in quicksand, and being engulfed by mud.  It started when I was a teenager curious about all the fuss of mud wrestling, and once I searched guys in mud, I was hooked.

Fantasy after fantasy, video after video, I just wanted to join them slowly sinking under the muddy depths, the sound of them wallowing and slopping about in the muck was just incredibly enticing and I had to have it!  Now finally after years of looking for it, I was going to play in the mud!  Being in Southern California, we're a desert type area, so it's insanely hard for me to find a good, private place to do it and find local guys who are into it as well.

Sir Donny greeted us at the side gate in torn shorts, dirty work boots, a dusty t-shirt, and an old, beat up ball cap.  His reddened skin proved he was out in the yard all day, fuck he was hot dirty as he was clean!  In the back yard we were given shovels and started to dig out our hole.  Watching Sir Donny work with those tools was like live softcore porn, at one point he brought out an ax to chop a stubborn root, and once the blade came down and split the target, my dick jumped.  Later he brought out a pick and starting tearing into the hole.  Watching the heavy tool come down without mercy, anger and rage fueled his work, channeled into each swing of the blade, it was a little scary but also a humongous turn on!

The hole ready, Bind changed into his wetsuit and I was already in my mudding gear, a mechanic's uniform that was sent to me by my mudbrother Dom, and rubber boots which I found at a great military surplus store.  I sat in one end of the hole, and Bind in the other, where Sir Donny buried him up to his neck in dirt and packed it down.  This guy loves immobilization and the extremes.  After burying me a little bit as well, Sir Donny ran the hose, damn it was cold, but it was worth it!  The chill wore off a little while as the earth was warm from the hot sun.  After a few turns of dirt and water I was sitting in some great mud!  Creamy consistency, like cake batter, just filled with small twigs and stones, but very sloppy!

It made the best noises, schlurking, slopping, slurping, it was so much fun.  It would have been even better if we had more boys sloshing with me.  Sir Donny dumped a shovelful on my head and really finished the job, it was literally everywhere, filling my boots, saturating every part of the clothes I was wearing, just a wonderful mess.

When I had enough, and it got dark, I stripped and was hosed down so I could be allowed in the house.  Fuck it was cold!  Bind was content to be buried the whole time! After a very long shower and being amazed at just how much dirt and mud could accumulate on the human body, Bind cleaned up after my shower, and we drove home where we snuggled on the bed.

Thank you so much, Sir Donny, for the wonderful mudding experience and letting us have your backyard that afternoon!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Chores and Ropes

September 13th, 2013

Today The Little Brown One came over after a few missed meeting, I had him strip down and pushed him up against the wall, forcing my tongue down his throat.  He really liked that, as he moaned in response.  I ordered him to do my dishes and I busied myself with other things, when he was done I pushed him to the bed and molested him, teasing his ass with my dick, rock hard in my underwear.  I had him sweep the yard and do my laundry.  He did an amazing and very thorough job on the yard as not a leaf was left and it looked as good as new, but this also made him filthy and sweaty.

Now a good dom keeps his slaves, boys, pigs, and bitches in good shape, so I had to wash him off and do a thorough job of it, which meant I had to molest and grope every part of his dirty body with lots of soap and warm water, which includes deep kissing, stroking, and embracing.

After the shower he organized my office box, and put my leather gear away. I discovered later that he had organized my kitchen cabinets on his own.  I was very impressed and very pleased with his work, and I am going to be keeping him as my chore boy after he shows this much promise.  His reward is a good, deep fucking the next time I have him in my domain.  It was getting close to my evening plans, so after he brought in and folded the laundry I saw him off, and told him how much his work meant.

I then geared up in my leather and met Sir Donny and his very handsome and tall friend Jon at the local coffee shop for Bike Night.  I mingled with the Mello Moto Motorcycle men until Sir Donny, Jon and I headed up to the SoCal Bondage Club.  The evening was pleasant with every room full of horny men getting tied up, down, or to something or someone.

Sir Donny collared and leashed Jon, and handed me the lead, which I couldn't be happier over.  I showed Jon the hall of rooms then brought him to the end of the hallway, in the little dark corner where I enjoyed some sweet, tender kissing and told him I would protect him so long as he was under my control.  I told him how I took this seriously, and that I wanted to show him a beautiful night.  I wanted to rip into him like no one's business, but him being new here made me hesitate.  As dominant as I can become, I do still get nervous about new boys, which is a tremendous pain in the ass especially when I want to unleash myself on a guy with reckless abandon.  Like a starving wolf in a cage.

We wandered around a bit before Sir Donny flipped the roles on me, and I took off my Muir Cap.  It was getting heavy, and sometimes I don't want to be dominant, I love my natural submissive roots and it feels so good to return to them.  Not that domination is a chore, but sometimes it calls for more effort.  I was tied down to the bondage table in the main room by two very handsome, sexy, tall men.  The ropes felt wonderful on my skin, my body relaxed, no where to run, no escape, I felt myself slipping into beautiful subspace.  It was bliss.

Eventually I was released and we left around midnight, as they both needed to get up for work in the morning, and I was dropped off.  I do hope to have Jon on my leash again, I want to sink my teeth into that man.

Play Safe Dear Reader

To Hell With Orientation

September 7th, 2013

Today Dylan texted me and said he was available, and I had him come over.  We spent the day together, a trip to Fry's, groceries at Mitsuwa one of my favorite Japanese supermarkets, then upon our return to my apartment, I had him strip for me and we enjoyed a cool shower together.  I just love holding this boy in my arms, naked and wet.  Having my arms wrapped around his body, this adorable, sweet straight boy is incredibly gratifying.  He enjoys the body contact, and I love holding him close, his small frame against my naked body.

We dried off, and I had him suck me off as I wrote in the diary.  He's a fantastic cocksucker, he blows me and he just loves it, as do I!  I don't question it, really.  In this world a lot of people enjoy a lot of different things, and anything is possible, really, as long as the dynamic is in balance.  A straight man can enjoy sucking cock and still not be seriously attracted to other men. A woman can kiss other women and not get wet over it.  All I really care about is if we're both having a good time getting each other off, and we do!  Bottom line, great blowjob! Details be damned!

We went into my room and cuddled, kissed, lay in the heat together before I started up a few games we played together until we came back into the bedroom and had him massage me and kiss my body.  I love his lips on my skin, tender and sweet.  He took his leave afterward, and then I received a text not too long after.

He fantasizes about being shown off as my boy...oh yes, that fantasy will become a reality soon enough!  I like this boy!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Visit From a Chore Boy

September 5th, 2013

Today Eric came for a visit, we had been talking a while and I found that he and I used to talk a very long time ago, and only just reconnected.  Had him head upstairs and started things off my favorite way, kissing and caressing my boy.  He thought the idea of being a chore boy was hot so I had him strip to his jockstrap and do my dishes.  He had mentioned prior to our meeting that he wanted to cook dinner for me, and I never pass up free food, so he prepared dinner as well after his dish duties.

While the water boiled, I dominated him a bit in my gear, due to the horrendous heat lately, I went with my leather harness, leather jock, engineers, and Muir cap.  Once dinner was finished, I had him clean the dishes and tidy up the living room a bit before I made him suck my dick, and he's a good little cocksucker!  I fucking love chore boys, especially ones that can cook!

He told me he needed a bit more time before I could ravage his sweet ass, so we took our time beating off together, working our shafts and getting more and more hot and heavy before he climaxed and sprayed himself with his spunk, myself following him shortly afterward.  I held him close in the afterglow, taking in the moment before heading into the shower and cleaning off, making sure to take my time in rinsing him, prolonging the warmth.

We had a blast together for a good while, gaming and just screwing around before he headed out.  He did mention he had a pool at his house, and I do like the idea of skinny dipping...

Play Safe Dear Reader

My Very Naughty Puppy

August 30th, 2013

Tonight a certain puppy of mine and I had a blast together.  He took me to dinner at Bucca De Beppo, a wonderful Italian restaurant where the portions are meant for more than three people at a time, and is best enjoyed with a group.  We had amusing conversation as always, with this pup you can't be easily offended, you'll miss out on some of the most hilarious talks and stories in the world!

After a filling meal we headed over to a nearby electronics store and geeked out together.  I looked at the most recent expansion to an online RPG I used to play years ago and had a bit of a nostalgic moment, and reminded of my little fantasy of having a leather Sir decked out in full BLUF uniform tell me that after he gets me drunk at the bar where he will leash me and keep me at his boots, we'd be coming home to playing this online game together. (I'll talk in more detail about fun little fantasies later.)

There was a viewing room to show off the latest home theater system, and they were showing "Kung Fu Panda", so my puppy and I took a seat and were about halfway through the beginning of the movie when all of a sudden the power went out and the room was plunged into pitch darkness.

Using our cellphone light we helped a mom and her two kids out of the room through the side door, but just as I was about to exit the mini theater into the darkened store, this puppy pulls me back inside the pitch black room, the door shutting behind us, and into a deep kiss.  I couldn't help but giggle, it was thrilling, that romantic fun little moment you only seem to see in the movies, like two teenagers we kissed in the dark, and he guided my hand to something soft and warm in his crotch.

Naughty puppy!

I felt the thrill in my body, I bent down, getting to my knees and opened my mouth, moved in closer, and the lights all went on.

I stood up, he zipped up his fly, and we exited the theater and resumed shopping...smirking the whole time.

You're such a goddamn horrible influence on me, puppy.  You know I love it, and why I love you.

Play Safe Dear Reader.

Discreet Play

August 26th, 2013

Today I met Sir Brian for coffee, we had spoken on the phone the other night and I loved what I heard, he's very interesting, and a sweet guy.  I arrived and he was geared up in full leather!  Ballcap, vest, tight jeans, and harness boots!  We had some great conversation and it turned to kink and play, he made it clear that he cared about my needs and safety, if I had any questions that I could ask him.  Just how I want a Sir to act, just how I treat my own boys.

He then proceeded to toss an orange bag at me which had been sitting under his seat, he told me "Go to the bathroom, and put this in. Also, fill this up." he handed me the empty water bottle that he had me drink earlier during our talk.  I froze.  Did he really just ask me that?  There was a buttplug in there for sure, I knew it without even looking.  However I wasn't confidant with pissing in a bottle just yet, especially given the location we were at.  I explained how I felt about the bottle, so he sent me with the bag by itself.

As if I was automated, I got up and went into the bathroom, I couldn't believe what I was doing as I locked the door behind me.  I opened the bag.

A condom, a small bottle of lube, and sure enough a small black buttplug were sitting inside.  Fuck, what the hell was I doing?  I slid the condom on the plug, lubed it up, and gently pushed it inside of me.  I couldn't believe I was doing this! I was incredibly nervous.  I cleaned up and returned to my seat, the plug was a new sensation, uncomfortable when walking and even more so when seated, like a bad scratching up my ass.  Shifting my weight in the seat was torture.

At one point Sir Brian stood up and excused himself, and then after a while he returned with a new drink, and placed a now full water bottle of his piss on the table.  He then proceeded to drink it in front of me in one go.  Wow.  This guy is intense.  I was nervous, but also excited, I told him I wasn't sure what to expect, but I wanted to give this a go.  He said while walking me to the car that I am to keep the butt plug on me at all times and to insert it at his command.  I am really eager to see what happens with him.

Play Safe Dear Reader