Monday, October 21, 2013

Lover of Punishment

August 13th, 2013


Today Sir John came by for a visit. I haven't seen him in a long time so I was especially eager for his presence to grace my home. He carried two heavy bags of gear with him, which he then let crash to the floor once he was inside and greeted me with a wonderful, slow kiss. His arm pulling me close. Eventually we were on the bed, cuddling and embracing, I love the comfort I feel in his arms.

I was stripped to my red jockstrap, I wore it specifically for his visit, as he enjoys dominating a boy in a jockstrap, and I'm all about pleasing him as much as possible. I was then hooded in my neoprene hood, only my mouth exposed, completely blind, my ankles bound in leather straps and locked together, my wrists bound behind me in locked leather restraints. He then allowed me the pleasure of sucking his long, beautiful cock. I worshiped it, took it as deep as I was able! I lock sucking cock, especially the dicks of my Sirs!

It wasn't long until I was put on the bed and prepped for play, he took off my hood and the rush of air and the light disoriented me. I was then gagged with hankies, and bent over. He put the jar of Elbow Grease in front of my face and I knew it was coming. I breathed slowly, anticipating my fate, it was going to hurt...just how we liked it.

My ass prepped with grease, his rubbered cock slicked up, he entered my eager, hungry hole and proceeded to make me his bitch. Over the next hour or so, I would be ravaged, torn into, banged, slammed, and brutally fucked. I was given a brief period of relief, I was untied and held close to Sir John as we lay there on the bed. My body exhausted, my hole ravaged, I held onto him, the man who brutally fucks me as he read an article in an issue of Instigator that I keep by my bed.

I was at peace, I was his fucking boy, his eager-to-please bitch. Then the peace came to an end, as my body was bound once more and my hole begged me to stop him but I let him tie me, gag me, and I let him tear into my abused boyhole as he wished. He leaned in close, I whimpered, he growled in my ear and told me he knew how much it hurt me, how much it pained my hole when he fucked me, and he told me how much he loved fucking me and making it hurt. How much he loved having me as his bitch.

I whimpered, cried, and screamed into my gag, he pounded and slammed into my ass ruthlessly, mercilessly. Savagely. Like a predator tearing into his helpless prey, I could only scream and sob, but it felt good. It hurt so badly, my body protested every slam of his cock up my ass, but I knew he loved my screams of pain. I loved that he loved it. When I knew my body was at its limit, I shook my head and the fucking ceased.

He untied me and held me close as I shuddered and held him tightly, dazed, worn, exhausted.

"I love you, Sir." I said, weak and exhausted.
"I love you, too, boy." came his gentle reply.

He then rubbed his dick over my body until he shot a great load with a loud roar, and I was then given the pleasure of being jacked off and tortured with in edged pleasure for a good while before being granted permission to jerk my own cock and shoot a load of ecstasy and relief all across my naked body.

I lay there, spent, thanking him. I love him and his savage side of sadistic beastly power.

You'd never guess by just a glance, that this tall, handsome, clean cut man can be such a wonderful monster. Thank you Sir!

Play Safe Dear Reader

My Aussie Boy

August 7th, 2013

Today I had the pleasure of meeting Steve, a boy all the way from Australia who was visiting some friends.  We had talked online for a good while and really got along, a very chatty and fun boy to talk to.  We met up for lunch and got to know each other, talking about the fun differences between our countries and feeding my hunger to travel abroad and explore the rest of the world.

We headed back to my place where I discovered more about him, he's a very submissive man who wishes to be led in the way that it's not about him, it's all about what pleases me.  I like that a lot!  We cuddled, made out, damn he's so cuddly and adorable.  He gave me a very relaxing back rum, one of my favorite traits for a boy to have is eagerness to massage my body.  I told him to go into the next room and fetch a flavored condom, as I dressed in my harness and Muir cap, I ordered him on his knees, collared him, and snapped on my leash.  He was all mine now.  Completely my property, to do with however I wished.

He slid the rubber on my dick and gave me a beautiful blowjob.  Nice and slow, easy and gentle, like a good cocksucker should.  When I was satisfied with his fantastic oral skills I put him on his knees, and skullfucked him.  Driving my dick as far down his throat as it would go!  Damn it felt great!

I then took my dick from his throat and shoved the leash handle in there, with his hands on his head, pulled off the condom and went to clean up.  We cuddled more and he then began to give me a great handjob of his own free will.  He's good and slow, you can savor every stroke, it felt amazing as it slowly built up the pressure in my body, hornier and hornier, more and more eager to erupt until I finally shot!  Fuck yes!

After I wiped down, and cleaned up we talked about cash submission, and how he wanted to treat me to dinner and a little more.  I told him how serious I took money play, and he understood.  I love this boy, he even asked if he could call me Sir outside of the bedroom.  This one's a keeper.

Play Safe Dear Reader!

Friday, October 18, 2013

Going Back Under

August 5th, 2013

Today was a mild day, and as a surprise Tyler came back over as a last minute guest.  I really enjoyed his last visit where he introduced me to hypnosis and pomodoro (a 25 minute timer exercise that keeps me focused on my tasks, what I have to thank for getting all these blog posts done and caught up with!).  I loved feeling his tall frame embrace me.  I really needed a hug and close embrace after an emotional weekend.

He started with kissing, and we caught up before he threw out my trigger words and relaxed me.  The hard part about writing down our sessions is the difficulty in remembering what goes on during them.  I recall that whenever he attempts a command that doesn't have an immediate effect I become very sad, disappointed and afraid that it will never work on me when I really want it to.  Sometimes when he's vague I get confused as to what I should be visualizing and how, wondering if I'm doing it right.  At one point we were on my bed and I was allowed to play with his dick, it was huge!  I slid a vanilla flavored condom onto his massive manhood and that cock tasted like birthday cake!

I deep throated that delicious dick as much as I could! Fuck it was hot!  He fingered my ass and tickled my prostate, damn that just made me crave his long dick in my hole so bad!  We took off our clothes and rubbed our cocks side by side, jerking off together, kissing, caressing, until finally shooting all over my chest!

We showered together and I was seeing him off when he used one last  trigger word right before he left, making me feel drunk.  He lifted the word with a text message a few minutes later when he got to the car.  This is some pretty fun and powerful stuff and I can't wait to go into deeper trances, as well as finally meet Neil the erotic hypnotist!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Thursday, October 17, 2013

You Look Good in My Leather

July 29th, 2013

This afternoon Dylan returned and I was thrilled to see his adorable face again.  As an experiment I told him to put on my leather harness and leather jockstrap to see what fit him and how he looked in them.  I was completely right, he looked amazingly sexy in leather.  His slim frame just works perfectly with a simple strap harness and it'd be hard for him not to look sexy in any kind of jockstrap.  He makes for a perfect leather boy, all he needed was some boots, and my collar around his neck!

  I ripped off the jockstrap and ordered him to my room, slid on a condom and had him service me.  I love how he can go for ages, I can lie down, and just doze a bit after a long day while he sucks my manhood so eagerly, happy to please me, and very well.  

Eventually I couldn't ignore the urge I had to fuck his brains out, this time we'd try to put him on his back and see if that felt any better than last time.  I fingered him a bit to try and loosen him up, help him relax before I slowly slid into him.  I fucked him on his side, and on his back watching his face wince in pain and hearing his gasps did turn me on in a sadistic way, boys in pain and peril is a fantasy thing of mine.  The helplessness, the noises they utter, it makes me hard.  It also took all of my will not to ravage him then and there, I really wanted him to enjoy it but it was obvious he wasn't.  However I am proud of him for taking so much.

After I slid out, he served me with a fine handjob, and I shot over his leg.  The boy looks great wearing my spunk! Woof!  Into the showers, I held him close, feeling his great body against mine, I always get a great feeling whenever I hold him close, protecting this beautiful young man who is exploring himself.  I love washing his great figure, watching the soapy water slide down his chest and hips, fuck is it hot.

After seeing him off, I received a text.  He really enjoys playing with me, and getting that conformation just makes my spirit soar!  I made someone feel amazing, fuck yes!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

A Date With a Hypnotist

July 25th, 2013

Today I met Tyler, who had told me about the erotic hypnotist, Neil, and who is a hypnotist himself.  We met for lunch and discussed the practice of hypnotism, how it is further from the swinging pocketwatch, and swirly disks so many people get the wrong idea from thanks to cartoons and movies.   Hypnosis is more about the power of suggestion on the human mind, getting deep into a person's head without them really realizing it, and always having the ability to resist, if they really didn't want to do something they wouldn't.

We headed back to my place, watched a couple funny videos together, and then when he asked if I wanted to cuddle, I was thrilled!  When we hot the bed I found myself cuddling this very cute, curly-haired ginger with a great chest in a tight black shirt!  He's fun, mischievous, and silly.  He asked if I wanted to try some induction and I was only too eager to say yes!  I had been hypnotized over the phone before, but over time it lost the effect for some reason, seriously depressing me because I thought it was gone forever.

He did a finger touch on my forehead, and was able to sway me forward and back with a physical suggestion, he put me under and deep, suggestions, trigger words which got me horny by saying a specific word and a number, got me drunk the same way, bound me to walls with a simple verbal command and pushing my body to a surface like the wall, and gave me a few mental tricks to help me in writing and focus (hence the increase of journal entries).

The whole experience was so cool!  I was awake the whole time, aware of everything, but it was like I was going along with it because deep down I really wanted to, not because I thought I had to.  I didn't feel anything physical, but the mental "ghost" of it was there.  The horny trigger was fun, as well as the drunkenness.  Tyler respected me and my body, and never went over the line at all, let alone near it.

He really helped me utilize tools within me that I needed to find.  I'm very interested in going very deep and seeing what exactly is inside me.  Hypnosis is real, and I am so thrilled about it.  I'm looking forward to playing with this handsome man much more!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Casual Encounter With a Friend

July 23rd, 2013

Alex came over today, headed out to lunch and we caught up over burgers. Came home and after fooling around on an online game we headed to my bedroom and stripped.  Still as hot and sexy as ever, his slim youthful body just begging to be ravaged, I'm so envious of his body, I want my pecs and stomach to look like his.  I slid on a condom and he went to town on my dick.  He sucked like he meant it, he's such a good boy!  It was time, I was horny, I wanted an ass to pound, and his youthful rear was just perfect for it.

I lubed us up and slid inside.  His sweet tight hole resisted at first, but not for long.  I was on top of him, laying on the bed, thrusting slowly into him, his moans turning me on more, and more.  He wanted it harder!  He begged, he moaned, faster!

"Thank you, Sir! Fuck me, Sir!"  One of the best things a boy can call out when I have them under my control! I was pounding this young man, slim tender body, beautiful ass, great pecs that I could gnaw on.  He makes such great moans and grunts.

I felt it coming!  I thrust deep inside of him and exploded with a howl!  Fuck yeah!  Take it boy!

I collapsed soon after, holding him in my arms.  Such a good fuck, such a good boy.  I slid out and he jerked off a little later while we talked about what turned us on, fantasies of men, he shot his load soon after, damn nice one too!

He's a good boy, a bit cocky, but that's what makes him moaning for my dick that much sweeter!

Monday, October 14, 2013

My Best Friend

July 22nd, 2013

I went over to my best friend's house this afternoon and after catching up for a little while with fun stories and laughs, he got frisky with me.  Clothes fell to the kitchen floor, and he grabbed my dick, pulling me into his bedroom where we cuddled naked together.  I love it when he spoons me from behind, his body so close, and his embrace so longed for.  Things led to more, his hand on my dick, stroking and touching lightly which makes me so horny for more.

Kissing and dirty fantasies whispered in my ears, like gearing up in military BDU's and being forced down in the mud and fucked by him.  His voice in my ears, his lips so close to mine but denying every attempted at a kiss,  I love it when he gets dominant, intense!  He slapped a hand over my mouth and worked my eager cock after lubing it up, and he tells me I can't cum.  His icy blue eyes are intense and fierce, it just makes me harder and more eager to submit to him.  He edged me cruelly, bringing me to the brink of orgasm several times, I lost count.  He demanded I did not shoot my load, which was roaring to be released.  It took all my willpower to hold it back and keep it down.

After torturing me in this beautiful way, he gave me new orders on how and when I am able to cum.  I love this new experiment of domination under his control!  I can't wait for phase 2 of this experiment!  I hope there's a huge deal set up!  I love how he keeps me guessing!  I love him so much!

Play Safe Dear Reader!

Friday, October 11, 2013

Fun at Ginger Night

July 20th, 2013

Jeff came up from Orange County for the night and we geared up for a night out at the bar.  Jeff dressed in his sexy blue football fetish pants, his leather harness, as well as the light rubber vest he bought from me.  I wore my title vest, harness, leather chaps, and leather ball cap and my engineers.  We met Sir Donny at the corner who had so generously offered to be our designated driver for the evening, and what a dashingly handsome escort he made!  Tall leather lace up boots which I had the honor of being under several times, tight fitting leather pants, his leather shirt and tie, Sam Brown belt, plus his leather jacket.  I wanted to hug his legs right then and there.

At the bar, Jeff treated me to an Adios Motherfucker which pushed me quite close to my limit, I'm a featherweight so as a result I'm also a cheap date. The cocktail was soon followed by Sir Donny buying me a sweet concoction by one of the incredibly hot bartenders, Fireball Whiskey with Pineapple Juice, and a splash of Sprite.

The night consisted of flirting with the bartender, great conversation, a little play on the chain spiderweb, flirting with the adorable ginger go-go boys and one of them asking for my number (he still hasn't called, oh well).  I was fondled and flirted with, so it was a great night. After a quick stop for burgers, Sir Donny drove us home to my apartment and we kissed him thank you and goodbye.  Jeff and I headed upstairs and stuffed our faces with the greasy meat before crashing in my bed together.

In the morning, I awoke to Jeff who was just as horny as I was. A wonderful thing to awaken to, an adorable slim-bodied sexy boy rock hard and eager to blow his load.  So we lubed up nice and slick and kissed, caressed, stroked, and eventually blew our loads together!  Fuck yes.

What a great night!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Thursday, October 10, 2013

His First Time With a Man

July 20th, 2013

This morning Dylan came up and we had a very entertaining afternoon at the park, sparring with foam swords.  It caught the curiosity of others as a couple approached us and asked if they could join for a few rounds.  Once everyone had their fill of the activity, Dylan and I headed back to my place and I had him strip down for me.  This boy had a beautiful body, and here's where things get interesting.  Dylan tells me he is straight, but is turned on by the idea of submitting to other men, sucking cock, and getting fucked, and I would be the first to give him this experience.

Personally, his orientation doesn't matter that much, the only thing "straight" does for me in all honesty is make the guy appealing in the sense of "he's not going to be into playing with me, therefore he is unobtainable, therefore his initial attractiveness is multiplied by the idea that I cannot have him in that bizarre human trait of always wanting what we cannot have".  When he did tell me he was straight it did raise an eyebrow, "Oh really?" but I don't doubt him.  Anything is possible, as long as the dynamic and elements are balanced you can make anything work.

I slid on a condom and this beautiful boy went down on me, for a beginner sucking his first cock he took to it like a duck to water.  I loved watching him suck me, as I ran my fingers through his thick hair.  I then moved us to the bedroom and introduced him to anal.  I lay down on the bed and had him lube up and slowly had him sit down on my dick.  He had difficulty, his ass was so new to it, and very nervous.  It hurt, like it the first time always will, so I lay him face down on the bed and entered him as gently as possible, lightly fucking him as slowly as I could, listening to his gasps and grunts.  Like a hungry wolf staring at a turkey dinner through a flimsy screen door, it took everything I had not to ravage him then and there.  Virgin boys are so succulent, but so new, I couldn't tear into him, I wanted to break him in slowly.

He couldn't take much more, so we stopped and cuddled.  Oh this one is a lover!  He cuddles nice and close, he loves body contact, the closer the better.  We held each other for ages, his warm, smooth body in my arms, the soft comforting feeling of someone else's warmth and energy in my bed.  I love snuggling and cuddling, it's very romantic..  We eventually got up and showered together, sharing that beautiful cleansing ritual together, washing him was incredibly hot and sexy, he's so adorable and he has such a beautiful body.

Before he left he told me how much he loved sucking my cock and snuggling with me.  I know I loved it too!  I'm eagerly awaiting his next visit.

Play Safe Dear Reader

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Three on the Field

July 16th, 2013

Sir Donny picked me up along with his husband tonight for some play.  We arrived his house and geared up in football pads and armor, the only thing missing were the cleats, socks, and helmet! Woof!  I love football armor so much, I feel incredible inside of it!  Since tonight was his husband's birthday, he got to be the star quarterback for the evening.  After lots of kissing and groping, we started things off with me mashing my face into his crotch and gnawing at his bulge.  I wanted him to go nuts, I wanted to put a nice big smile on that face!  It was the guest quarterback's birthday after all, I had to be the best damn center I could be, give it my A-game!

So after riling him up, I was stripped of my pants, flipped, lubed, and fucked!  He rode my ass nice and firm!  He took himself deep into my end zone, and scored not one but two solid touchdowns, and he stayed inside me for both!  Then Sir Donny approached and fucked his face as I grasped Sir Donny's ankles.  Damn it was fucking fantastic.  I needed to recover during halftime, my end zone was sore and torn up, but I wanted to be the best center they had on their team.

When it came time for Sir Donny to take the field, I was on my back and ready for the next play.  He stuffed his huge manhood in my ass and filled me to the brim!  It hurt when he went the whole nine yards but it hurt in the best way, and I wanted to take it all for the team, the whole team!  I loved how he nailed and rammed my boyhole.  He sped up and scored his winning touchdown deep inside his center, and left my weary and used body on the field, ass up and smiling like an idiot.  Fuck yeah!

What a great game, I'm only bummed I didn't join him in the showers, but I was too weak to move for a while it hurt so good!

Play Safe Dear Reader