Saturday, March 1, 2014

My Experience as a Cash Master

I've been meaning to make a blog post about this for a while now, as it's a fascinating and enjoyable kink.  The subject of play is Cash Play, or Financial Domination.

The name tells you pretty much what the kink is, as a top in this play I consensually dominate a submissive's finances.  The submissive person in these scenes get sexual or nonsexual gratification in submitting to a dominant in many ways via financial play.  These can include but are not limited to: cash tributes, material or intangible gifts, giving experiences such as dinners or vacations, paying bills on the dominant's behalf, and so on.  This can be as mild as a small cash tribute/gift of a few dollars, or as extreme, as I've observed and even been invited into, controlling a submissive's entire income, such as paychecks, bank accounts, and even 401Ks.

The flexibility of this fetish is that you can do this online as well as offline, I desire more offline play myself, as it's more palpable and personal, however I do enjoy playing via skype chat sessions and yahoo chats with subs that are eager to submit and have a good head on their shoulders (more on that in a moment).

The eroticism for me is in the play itself, a submissive man with his wallet in his mouth, and eager to please me as his Master, Boss, or Sir.  Walking with him close behind or by my side, putting things at my direction in the shopping cart without hesitation, and a smile on his face.  It's the power play that is more fun than the items being purchased, however those are a wonderful and greatly appreciated benefit of the play, of which I am always grateful for.

I was introduced to financial domination by a man I had an online domination relationship with for a good few years.  We had talked for ages, and he kept mentioning he wanted to see me in a leather executioner's hood, leather gloves, and to have me "hold his slave life in my hands" (figuratively mind you, this is fantasy play, I'm not about to grab a battle axe and go dark ages on his neck).  We discussed the gear more, and he said he wanted to tribute them to me.  He kept mentioning it, and so I agreed to accept his "leather tribute" to me.  I picked out the hood on the Mr. S website, and the gloves I wanted and sent him the links to both so he could buy them for me and send them my way.  A week went by, a month, and he went dead silent.  Dropped off the face of the earth.  No response to messages, texts, or voicemails.  After years of hot erotic chat, when it came time to pay the piper this guy ran for the hills.  I was greatly disappointed in him, not only did I genuinely want to play with him, but I thought he actually meant what he said and I was ready to do everything we talked about, I wanted to make all of his sexy dreams come true.

Well, the thought stayed in my head, what is tributing? What is this kind of play called?  I asked around on Fetlife and a dominatrix friend of mine explained that this kink was "like the golden goose".  I agreed, a submissive that gets sexual gratification by giving money? What an ideal play session!  Of course I was going to take this as seriously as I took my other play, there are limits, there are laws, I was going to be respectful at all times.

So I looked around for a place to find guys into this, and I came across a few websites, however a lot of them were very poorly put together, many if not all of them in different countries, and run by men who had absolutely no idea of how to design a web page.  Even further disappointing and disgusting is the behavior of a lot of the "masters" that populate these sites.  Now I understand that a good amount of men are turned on by being talked down to, verbally abused, however the kind of attitude that permeated these sites is questionable and strongly homophobic. It doesn't feel like it's for play, but real hate, real abuse, and real mistreatment, which disappoints me greatly.  I fear they have no clue of the kind of damage they can do to another person, and I feel that they wouldn't care even if they did. These "masters" probably heard "hey you can get free stuff from these guys if you talk shit to them" and they ran to sign up, not thinking of the real-world consequences, but then that's my observation, and it's also the submissive's responsibility to say "No, you're an asshole, I don't want to play with you."

It got so bad at one point I once had to bail out a boy because he let his guard down. Unbeknownst to him, a guy was recording him on their video chat, on which he mentioned his name, where he lived, and other sensitive information.  The guy then used this video to try and extort money out of him, around the tune of five thousand dollars. When the boy refused, the monster then put the video on various websites, and I went and had them removed immediately.  The boy then left the cash play websites and swore it off forever.

My experience with the submissives on these various websites has been very scarce, many would claim to want to play, but then when presented with the clear opportunity to play with me, they would vanish into thin air.  I also have been offered entire livelihoods like paycheck domination, remote computer access, and even paypal account control, right off the bat.  I refused these, as it's not only not my style of domination nor my desire, it's also suspicious.  I've refused others as well, men who were on disability, starving students, cheating husbands (one man had a wife and kids, I couldn't in any corner of my heart take money from a family, period) and cash draining addicts.  The addicts are sad, as they beg, beg, and beg to be drained, to be destitute, it's tragic to watch, and you can even see their behavior follow a formula, as anything is never enough.  Even going so far as wanting to be driven into horrifying debt.

However not all of them are so terrible or desperate, and I have experienced a nice share of good, well-behaved boys and slaves.  The majority of the subs have been online, and the ones that didn't run away and vanish into the shadows have been quite pleasant.  Many have told me they found me a shocking difference to the majority of the dominants that populate the websites. "Wow, you're so nice!" Well of course, I actually do care about you, boy.  I enjoy building up a rapport with them, making them feel at ease, and we trade lovely erotic chats back and forth as we play.

One boy I was fortunate enough to meet in person, which is exceedingly rare, as a result of the entirety of these cash play websites are all over in Europe, their demographic is usually on the other side of the globe as well, in addition to the flakiness and unreliability of many submissives.  We met and got to know each other at a local bar, then he took me for lunch, and afterward we went to the grocery store for a few items, and he was only happy to pick up the bill.  It was my first real time cash play experience, and I was able to gain ideas for our next session together, and for future cash boys as well.

One cash piggy in particular whom I thoroughly enjoy playing with has offered a number of times to fly me over to France to meet him in person.  The only reason I've not already accepted is my apprehensions on the situation. I've never been abroad before (plus I really need to look into getting a passport to begin with), and flying to an entirely different country where I only know one person is a bit frightening, especially when I can only speak English and have no comprehension of local culture practice and so on.

Now I have received flak from some people, and one of them was actually a man I had known for quite a while.  He was livid, exploding at me, telling me I "was misusing my title", and was acting shamefully, then refused to talk to me further or even hear my response. Some even called me a prostitute.  Well one, I would never, and have never "used my title" for anything.  As a titleholder it's just a title, a contest I won, it doesn't give me any shiney privileges, permissions, or superpowers.  The only two times it's ever done anything for me physically was when a bouncer saw my medallion, and invited me into the bar cover-free and ahead of the line.  I was grateful and accepted, but not once did I ask for something using it as a ticket or a pass.  I hear about ego-inflated titleholders using the line "don't you know who I am!?" If you have to ask, I really don't give a shit, and probably never will.  You're an asshole. End of story.

The next part is about prostitution:

"Prostitution is the business or practice of engaging in sexual relations, in exchange for payment."
"sexual relations: sexual intercourse; coitus."

I'm not charging guys money or gifts for sex, nor would I. If you ask my price (and guys have in the past), you can't afford me, nor ever will. I don't have sex for money, it's illegal and unattractive.  This is a fetish and a kink, not a business.

With all that said, I do have my fantasies about this fetish, and would like to end on an erotic note.

One such fantasy is having a very eager cash boy rent a limousine for the two of us for an evening.  I'm in full leather, boot to muir cap. He opens my door, dressed in a nice suit and tie.  He treats me to a fine dinner, and a drink or two at a leather bar, the entire time referring to me as "Boss" and "Sir".  When we're ready to leave, he has us driven back to his place where we head inside and he submits to me, stripping down to his harness and jockstrap, I collar him and pull his leash down so he may lick my boots.  I seat myself on his sofa and enjoy him worshipping my boot leather.  He discreetly tucks in dollar bills into my boots as he licks them toe-tip to shaft.  I pull him into the bedroom where a nice new pair of gauntlet gloves await me.  I slip them on and use them to cover his mouth and face, he melts into deeper submission as he takes the aroma of new leather deep into his nostrils and I enjoy his vulnerable, sexy body.  Things escalate from there and the evening rolls on, and on.  Then, the next morning I awake to a very happy boy in my arms, and talk of what to do about breakfast and the good times we had last night.

I hope you've enjoyed this lengthy post, and if you are interested in financial domination I hope you, like every kink and fetish out there, choose to explore it safely.  There are a lot of people out there who do not practice it safely or respectfully, and you can seriously get into a lot of trouble.

Play Safe Dear Reader.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Prey For a Muscled Wolf

January 26th, 2014

Last night I went to Pistons with Sir Steve and his friend Syd, once we arrived, Sir Steve headed off to judge the contest and I was left to my own devices, looking for Spike, who said he would be in Los Angeles for a few days and I invited (if not demanded) he join me at Pistons that night.

Suddenly a strong, forceful bite sunk down on my shoulder and I was his prey.  His teeth painfully sunk into my flesh and I was helpless. He growled hello into my ear and I melted further, he picked me up and lifted me into his strong, muscled arms, carrying me forward into the crowd, a huge smile plastered on my face.  I admit I was gloating with my grin as eyes met mine, being carried by the strongest muscled man in the bar.  He set me down and we watched the contest with his bulging muscled arms wrapped around me, and I loved every horny moment of it.

I happily introduced him to Sir Steve, thinking that it was a good idea to mix their unique personalities of intelligent sarcastic banter for future fun.  At one point Spike took me into a darker corner and chomped down on my neck, it hurt intensely but I couldn't help but want him to do it.  I was instantly and completely subservient.  I felt my energy drain, any form of dominance left my body and mind like a rapidly evaporating pool, turning to mist and vanishing.  He kept his jaws on the back of my neck, I was helpless to stop it, weakened, he let go and I was flying high.

We found a seat and I fell into his muscled power.  My head heavy, I could barely lift it. I sat in his embrace for a while before I could gather enough energy to come back to earth.  After he went up to get his boots blacked, we went out to dinner down the street from my apartment, a very amusing and entertaining meal later, I brought him back to my home.  I finally had him in my own bed, we snuggled close and I worshipped his gorgeous body.  Rock hard pecs, a succulent stomach, arms that could lift anything they wanted, I wanted to be anything he desired of me.  He kissed, licked, and nipped me into even deeper submission.  His embrace enveloped me, and we fell asleep together.  The big muscled wolf in my own home at last, like finally having a celebrity in your own home, I admire him so much.

I woke with him the next morning, and was treated to more muscled snuggles.  It was pure bliss!  He talked about the FitExpo in town, and my imagination all but burst.  Tales of crowds of muscled hunks walking about.  I was in heaven at the very idea.  He then told me he wants to become even bigger!  I want to be his little fox boy, right there with the protein shakes, watching as he pumps iron, flips monster truck tires, and bulks bigger, and bigger, and bigger, a throbbing power to worship with a sweet attitude and powerful mind.  He told me he's encountered the douchebag bodybuilders, and wants to be the example of how a muscled man should be.  A real man of men, a gentleman, a caring soul.  He then told me he's somewhat into video games, and I nearly fainted from excitement.
 
My vision is blurring as I type this, it's so hard to focus on the screen as my blood rushes from my mind and I become more and more...excited at the idea of him returning soon.  I'll be here waiting!  Arf!

Play Safe Dear Reader

Thursday, February 13, 2014

The Beautiful Kiss

January 24th, 2014

I was graced with the opportunity of meeting a lovely friend of Sir Steve's.  I met his train and we got to know each other over coffee, he's very handsome and has a pleasant soft voice, so soft I had to strain to hear him a few times.  He's very sweet, and we made way over to my place after he confessed his curiosity over bondage and kink in general.

Once inside, he took charge and we spent what felt like ages just kissing.  He took his time, romancing them, gentle, romantic kisses, it drove me nuts, withered away resistance, my body relaxing and melting into them.  He moved over to my neck and I just fell further into his lips.  These were the kisses you ache for on a cold Valentine's Day. The ones that keep you warm at night against the cruel lonely cold.

Eventually I pulled him into the bedroom and showed him my gear closet, had him try on a leather jacket, gauntlet gloves, and muir cap and the look really suits him! Incredibly sexy!  I then stripped him bare and bound his hands and feet in my nylon rope and enjoyed his vulnerable body.  Giving him a nice taste of bondage as I licked and kissed his flesh.  I released him soon after only to bind him again, this time to the restraints on my bed.

I licked, kissed, bit, and savored his beautiful body.  I made him moan and sigh in ecstasy, making me even hornier and harder.  I then released him and he moved down to my waist, sucking and worshipping my balls as I stroked my manhood.  His oral skills are just incredible, he's gentle, sweet, he takes his time working all the good spots. I couldn't hold it back any more and I exploded a nice burst on my chest!  He lay next to me and followed suit, working his beautiful manhood until a great stream of cum sprayed on his chest as well.

I cleaned him off and enjoyed the afterglow with him before he took his leave soon after.  Still calling me "Sir."

Play Safe Dear Reader

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Good Morning Glove Slave

January 12th, 2014

This morning Sir Steve went to grab our mutual slave, Bernie, from his hotel.  His visit was unexpected and abrupt so we had to arrange a morning slavenapping to discreetly snatch him away from his colleagues so we could finally meet him and tear into him.  The poor kid has nothing around him, no kink, no leather, lives in the middle of some place that sounds like it's a dry county on Sunday mornings and the sidewalks roll up at 7:30pm just like Mission Viejo or any suburban sprawl in Orange County.

Sir Steve had moved his St. Andrew's cross to the living room and we woke up at 6:00am to get ready.  I geared up in my leather and was ready when Sir Steve dragged the boy in.  He was cute, eager to serve, slim, slightly timid, but bright-eyed and bushy tailed.  Steve helped caffeinate me and wake me up with a stopover at Starbucks, I need energy and focus if I'm going to tear apart a new slave boy, and I had a late night the evening prior.

We fooled around a bit, tied him to the cross, tortured his body for a while, all of which he loved as his moans told us exactly what he was thinking.  The boy has an affinity for poppers, that's all fine and good for him, but I can't stand the stuff, the smell is awful and I really don't feel comfortable with idea of inhaling anything or getting high that way.  Strong smells are a turn off for me, that's why you won't find me shoving my head into a man's pits. Boots however are a lovely different story for another time.

(Just a word of caution, poppers has its own set of risks and dangers, please research poppers and video head cleaner before you go shoving your nose in a bottle of the stuff.  Heart risk and stuff, you know what I'm talking about. Also, check the legal/illegal status of using it.)

The boy went to the bottle at least five or six times when Steve had him in his leather-gloved clutches.  I enjoyed watching him tower over Bernie's little frame, grasp him, kiss him, grab, grip, and wrap his arms around him.  After Sir Steve was finished, it was my turn, it was fantastic making him moan and squirm, kissing, dominating the dear boy all dizzy from the poppers and even more willing to submit to me.

Then it came time to fuck the slave boy, he always went on about how much he wanted to be spitroasted.  One in his maw, one up his ass, and I was only too happy to oblige and make a slave's dream come true. Sir Steve filled his mouth with his huge member and I came up behind him.  It felt so good to be balls deep in a young boy's ass again.  I really, really enjoyed it, the cage door inside swung open and the dark fox rampaged forth.  I raged on his backside, thrusting hard and deep, then as I hit my peak I exploded inside of him with a great howl! Fuck yes! Those are the best orgasms when they bring out that dark beast inside of me.

Sir Steve told me he never saw that animalistic side of me before, and he really loved it, as did Bernie.  I can't wait for him to wave that sweet ass in front of me again.  I want to rip him to shreds once more!

Play Safe Dear Reader.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Domestic Boy

December 13th, 2013

Tonight I had the self-proclaimed "Little Brown One" over to clean my place, and in his own amused words "do the Mexican maid thing". I busied myself with a game and my leather for later that night, as he got to his work.  When he was finished with my living room and bathroom, it was as if I had just moved in!  He did such a fantastic job and in his leather harness and jockstrap, as any good chore boy should be wearing during his duties.

We headed out to the Mineshaft bar in leather for their Leather Winter Wonderland event, where I saw a few friends including Dino, I was treated to drinks and jello shots thanks to Dino and my boy.  We left fairly early, my head buzzing, enjoying supper at an Artisan Pasta shop that had just opened on 4th street next to the Portfolio Coffee House. A quick stop at the liquor store, and we headed to his house.  Inside I was led to the bedroom where I was stripped, my arms strapped to the bed, he slid a rubber on my manhood and rode me like a good boy.  I was drunk and loving it, deep kisses, leather harness, hardcore leather porn on the bigscreen behind him, and I was really in the mood.  I fucked his sweet ass in several different positions, him on his stomach, flat, grinding my member deep inside of him, feeling like a drunk fox.

I gripped his ass from behind and fucked him all fours like a beast, it all lasted for ages, I loved the soft sweet slide of his lubed ass, and when I finally came to climax it was such a great burst that I let out a howl of satisfaction!  Drunk fucking is incredible!  I can't wait to pound his sweet hole again, I love my good little chore boy!  My kitchen and bedroom need some loving too.  He'll be back soon.

Play Safe.

Saturday, January 25, 2014

The Leatherman From Abroad

November 30th, 2013

Today I hung out with the incredibly awesome Andras, a young, sweet, sexy man visiting from abroad who came to my event "Wagsgiving", dressed in his leather jacket, and I just had to have him once I spotted him.  He arrived and picked me up, and we went for sushi for lunch, got to know each other more in person, followed by coffee and then a trip to the beach for his wanderlust.  He was very easy to flirt with along the way, his beautiful face and slightly bashful smile was a fun encouragement.

After the shore visit, we drove up to the apartment he was staying at, and he changed into his leather jacket and gloves, and came into the living room where I was patiently and eagerly awaiting his return on the couch.  He sat on my lap, a fiercer more playful man.  I liked this side of him! A boy with some bite! WOOF!  We rolled around on the couch and floor like two animals, biting and deeply kissing one another.  We'd roll one way and he'd top me, leather creaking as he went, then I'd force him back over and I'd dominate, dry humping his crotch.  We eventually shed our leather skins and slid on rubbers, sucking and devouring each other's manhood.

We made our way to the bedroom, and I was lubed up, more kissing, more passion, holding, grasping, he slid his member inside of me and fucked me.  It was tight, he has a beautiful uncut cock, and it felt incredible.  It's rare that I fuck like that, it's when everything seems right that it happens.  Sometimes some sooner than others, but I trusted him.  He erupted soon after, being so incredibly horny during his visit here.  He then jerked me off and I came in my own rubber, imagining him bound and helpless as my little leather biker bitch.

We completed our time together with a sensual shower, along with dinner and amusing conversation concerning his home country's interest in North America's bad television.  He's a very sweet guy and I really hope to embrace him tightly, both of us in full leather once again in the very near future.

Place Safe Dear Reader.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

An Intimate Visit

November 24th, 2013

Sir Steve had kidnapped me last night after my event "Wagsgiving" which had a fantastic turnout.  We headed across the street to grab a late night donut and a hot chocolate with some of the boys, from there he took me back to his apartment and we fell asleep almost the instant we both hit the bed.

The next day, we took a very nice shower together and he then cuddled me close on the bed.  My hands were then bound to the restraints on the wall above his bed, and my helpless body molested, stroking me and edging on my manhood.  I could do nothing to stop anything he did to me, and damn it was wonderful!  He continued to rub me, caress me, stroke me, edging me, until I couldn't hold it back any more and my load shot all across my naked body.  At my point of climax, he had come as well!

We lay there together in our afterglow, another wonderful playtime together.  I was released from the wall, and we headed back to the showers, a candle was lit and I was washed of my spunk.  I love how safe he makes me feel.  He looks out for me, and I am very grateful for his bear-like protection.

Thank You Sir.

Play Safe.

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

When You Lie Down With Pups

November 22nd, 2013

I headed over to Pup Scout and Pup Sniffer's apartment tonight in my cowboy gear, black cowboy boots, gauntlet leather gloves, Nasty Pig Jeans, and my leather jacket over my studded harness along with my black cowboy hat.  We had a light supper and a few shots of vodka with cranberry juice chasers before we headed out via taxi to the Executive Suite for the Tom Dick and Hairy party.  I was invited by DJ Easy Tiger, and we were given VIP guest invites.  Once inside, we headed upstairs and the place was dense with fog, lasers, and sexy go-go bears.

We danced, drank, and had an awesome time together, the pups in their harnesses and puppy hoods garnered some fun attention.  Around 1:30am or 2:00am, I wasn't sure, we headed back to their place and I'm certain we were the most interesting fare for that cabbie that evening.  We piled into bed together after getting out of most of our gear, and I found myself snuggled between two very sexy puppies.  I passed out soon after my head hit the pillow and my arms grasped the pups on either side of me.

In the morning I was granted the pleasure of lots of kissing, groping, and moaning with two very horny puppies, insisting on working my manhood and getting me closer and closer to orgasm.  I wanted it, groggy and disoriented and awash in ecstasy.  I finally blew my load all over my stomach in a wonderful climax, fuck yes!  Good puppy!  I was then wiped down, and we soon fell back asleep, my horny little pups and me.  This was going to be a wonderful weekend!

Play Safe Dear Reader.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Breaking in a Bondage Boy

October 25th, 2013

I had boy Raze come over at around 7:00pm and we headed out for dinner at a local sushi restaurant.  The boy likes to treat and serve and I was only too happy to accept it.  Before leaving I grabbed my leather jacket and stopped to look inside my closet, I saw the black cowboy hat that my good friend JT had given me when he came for his visit to cover me in pie and cake.  I hadn't worn it in a while, and when I put it back on my head I felt the same wonderful little boost in confidence that a good leather outfit gave me.  Donning my black cowboy boots, I headed out with the boy.  It felt great to walk the streets in western wear again, all I needed was a pair of chaps over my jeans and black gauntlet gloves with fringe to really complete the look.

Dinner was wonderful, as any sushi dinner will be with a cute boy and good food.  Arriving back at the apartment I cracked open a can of peach flavored Four Loko that I had been saving for the weekend, I heard of it, saw it in stores and was interested in getting good and tipsy tonight...but it was awful.  Definitely not for me, but I forced myself to finish it, no sense in letting booze go to waste.  We hung around the apartment goofing off until we started to fool around.

I stripped him to his boxers and took my time in tying him up.  It was his first bondage scene and I walked him through it, slowly tied his hands together, and then his feet.  He was really getting into this, as was I!  I had a cute, eager-to-please boy with a succulent muscled body helplessly tied up and blindfolded on my bed, loving every moment of it.  I took down his boxers and lubed up his hole, his perky ass was just begging for it, I fingered him a bit to loosen things up first and damn was he tight!

Soon the condom was slid on, lubed up, and I slid inside his tight little hole.  I let him become accustom to me first before moving in and out gently, making gentle love to his super tight ass.  Then I felt the fire rising, my willpower slipping away, being flooded by my primal desire.  I fucked him, then harder, then harder, he wanted to moan loud for me, so I responded by slapping my hand over his mouth and then giving him a damn good reason to scream!  His moans and screams of ecstasy pushed me over the edge and I shot my load inside him with a great snarl!  Fuck yes!

We cleaned up soon after, sharing a very intimate shower, and I had a beautiful muscled boy to hold all night long.  I'm so grateful to be able to play with boys like these!

Play Safe, and get tested regularly Dear Reader.

Friday, November 8, 2013

Leash Time at the L.A. Eagle

October 11th, 2013

Tonight Cockpit and I went up to the L.A. Eagle for some much needed leash time at BLUF night.  It's been ages since I had him in puppy mode and he's been aching for leash time as we call it for a long time now.  For him, puppy play is a nonsexual escape.  He puts his mitts on, his puppy pants with the knee guards and tail belt, I lock on his collar and his mitts, and then the final piece is the donning of his puppy hood that sends him into pup space.  Away from being human, away from his worries, stresses, obligations, responsibilities, it sends him to that safe place of respite for a while.  A dog's life.  On all fours, wagging his tail, being Cockpit the dog.

Once inside the bar, I put Cockpit into gear and pupspace and we met up with Nikolai and his friend Raze, an adorable young man, slender, and delicious.  They wore matching leather harnesses, and he was incredibly polite, consistently addressing me as Sir, and taking a very submissive role towards me.  I met up with friends Marc, his date Michael, the only other leather man to arrive at my event the other month and to promise me some leather gloves in the mail.  I met up with the tall, handsome Gerald, a man who's deep, gentle, masculine voice is like sweet, dark chocolate to my ears.  I also was very happy to meet a man from Recon who showed up in a sexy bomber pilot jacket, I wanted him immediately.  Sweet, sexy, and pulling off the leather so well I wanted to do anything to please him.  I have to have him.

The night went amusingly, great talk with friends including a fun little idea to do a leather lunch at Camp Pendleton to look at all the hotties in uniform, and of course whenever I have Cockpit on leash he's a major draw for attention.  People love to come up to us and ask if they can pet them, and I'm more than happy to allow them since they were respectful to ask first.  Even the ladies like to say hello, one in particular, Jerri, came over and asked as well.  She said she felt out of place and unwelcome, which is unfortunate, as she was being very respectful.  She knew she was in a gay bar, and was keeping with her friends, not disturbing the other patrons which I appreciate.

Among the passerby to greet Cockpit was a man in a red shirt.  He said hello, pet Cockpit, and then excused himself away.  I didn't think anything of it, but then Cockpit wanted to go off leash, I allowed him to do so and a few minutes later couldn't see him.  I looked around and finally spotted him cuddling against the legs of Red Shirt, the poor guy had broke down crying, letting out whatever was holed up in him.  Red Shirt apparently had some demons to face, and seeing Cockpit in a positive form of submission put him in a new space and helped the guy work through some of it.  Cockpit wouldn't leave his side until Red Shirt walked him back over.  He was so grateful he insisted he buy us drinks.  I really hope we get to see Red Shirt again, he's a nice guy, and very cuddly.  I'm very proud of my dog.  Even in pup space he's looking out for other people, and he's a total inspiration to me.

After last call we headed out and I took Cockpit out of pup space before the ride home, ending the night in the bed of his former roommate, a straight, hot, police officer.

I love ya pup!

Play Safe Dear Reader